Hi Nan It has been 40 years at 8.45pm since God took away your pain. But he has left me with a hole in my heart, where you use to be. I still miss you so much and still wish you were here with me, but I know that is just me being selfish. However, I pray every day that when I die, there is something beyond and you will be there to take my hand and lead me home. Love you you so much xxx